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If you were a secret I had to keep, I could have kept you forever. Secrets and scars and silent screams, I am their overprotective mother. 2012-05-08 © melekelif

I am getting married... A strange arrangement of words, don't you think? My tongue thinks so. I wanted to postpone/avoid the proposal for a little while longer. I was worried I wouldn't know how to respond. I was afraid a refusal might damage us beyond repair. I wanted to wait, I wanted to be sure. Not of him, no, he has been very clear that he wants me for an eternity and more, he has been very clear that he couldn't possibly get enough of me in one life time. I needed to be sure of myself, I needed to be sure life isn't something I merely tolerate, I wanted to be sure the idea of a long life is not something that I abhor, before getting s